Friday, September 28, 2012

of being strong




Assalamualaikum wbth


as i am struggling myself preparing slides for the viva,
my heart doesn't feel at east
it keeps 'dub dabbing'

ehh...betul ke apa aku buat ni?
valid ke??
macam banyak je yang tak logik...

ohh...that shaytan thingy
go away
i don't need you by my side
neverrr

=.="
moga Allah kurniakan aku kekuatan
moga Allah kurniakan aku ketabahan
moga Allah kurniakan aku keyakinan
ameen...ameen...ameen


linked


p/s: always pray to Allah, may He ease everything:)


Thursday, September 27, 2012

when they talk about death




Assalamualaikum wbth


Katakanlah (wahai Muhammad): "Sebenarnya maut yang kamu melarikan diri daripadanya itu, tetaplah ia akan menemui kamu; kemudian kamu akan dikembalikan kepada Allah yang mengetahui segala yang ghaib dan yang nyata, lalu Dia memberitahu kepada kamu apa yang kamu telah lakukan (serta membalasnya) ". 
 Al-Jumu’ah (62) : 8


D.E.A.T.H
we will surely deal with it
one day
no matter we are ready or not
Allah already has His plan
tidak akan dicepatkan walau seminit, juga tidak akan dilambatkan walau seminit
semua sudah tertulis

*****

it's a usual habit for me to have a very quite long sleep when i arrived home
i mean my home in kampung

i just don't know why i always feel so tired+drowsy
padahal antara rumah dengan maktab tak la jauh
and i don't even have to tekan2 the hard clutch and pulas2 the stereng to drive 
(coz me tumpang naek kete cik tikah, jzkk dear^^)
and mother also realizes my bad habit making her to always blabbers 
=.="
ohh...what a syndrome

  *****

ok, back to the topic for this entry
while mother and i were in the kitchen preparing for some meals
we have a usual chit chat
and the topic of death suddenly came up
she said, in this one month since she and ayah were back from Makkah,
there's already 10 people around us have passed away
 yes...they have left us to further the journey in another alam which is alam barzakh
the alam that moves very slow 
a day here is thousand days there
Allahu robbi

and mother said, while she and ayah talked about this matter last night,
they have come to the senses that they also are joining the journey soon
Allah
my heart was like...tersentap
(me too will die soon)
she said,
 'kita ni...semakin hari kita hidup, semakin kita dekat dengan mati. kalau xprepare dari sekarang, nak tunggu bila lagi? kita xtahu bila Allah nak jemput kita' 
and the nasihat goes on
 i just diam listening without throwing a word

*****
let's get ready
don't just take it for granted dear readers
moga-moga mati kita nanti dalam keadaan beriman kepada-Nya
ameen 




p/s: al-fatihah kepada yang telah tiada






Monday, September 24, 2012

nintama rantaro



Assalamualaikum wbth


alhamdulillah
finally, i've completed all the assignments for this semester
pheww...legaaa
but my AR report writing still on progress
and will be submitted soOn

tapi sebelum tu jom tengok cte ni
penah tengok x cerita katun
ninja boys
haa...mesti penah kann
pasal 3 orang budak dekat sekolah ninja tuu
sorang pakai spec, sorang tinggi2,sorang budak pendek+sihat

kali ni cte versi real
haha...klaka pon ada
walau xpaham apa dia cakap tapi jom la tengok
release tensen
hikkk



^^


Friday, September 21, 2012

makan lagi^^




Assalamualaikum wbth


hari ni hari khamis
and me sedang bersiaran di pt1778 taman kurnia jaya
hukkk
minggu ni tak balik
kerijanya banyyyaaaakkk lagi yang belum siap
*senyum...tak perlu kata apa-apa*

ok...memandangkan hari ni kami dah hantar 1 lagi esaimen
jadi tadi kami keluar makan
kira nak selebret laa
release tensen laaa
berpoya-poya laaaa
ehh


muka-muka lega lepas hantar esaimen...



=..=



Tuesday, September 18, 2012

stressed eyy??




Assalamualaikum wbth



everybody is sitting at their own place right now
they are busy doing their works
completing the assignments
~sigh~
the air is very tight 
as i can hear the 'clock needle' tik tokking up there
*tak tahulah istilah jarum jam dalam bi =.="*
this condition worries me
they looked stressed
and me too


"Verily, in the remembrance of Allah, do hearts find peace"
(ar-Ra'du;28)


in sya Allah everything will be fine
biiznillah^^


Sunday, September 16, 2012

again and again




which then of the benefits of your Rabb will you deny?
(ar-rahman 55;47)





open house



Assalamualaikum wbth


tangan ini gatal lagi
mahu menconteng dan terus menconteng
namun contengan tanganku tidaklah sepanjang contengan orang lain
yang mampu menghasilkan ayat2 bombastik dan fantastik
hanya ayat- ayat ringkas dan pendek
mampu diconteng di sini
namun harapnya cukup untuk menyampaikan maksud
ohh...agak berbunga kata-kataku malam ni
*sila jangan muntah hijau*
>..<
.
.
.
.

maka bertebaranlah kamu di muka bumi 
(untuk menjalankan urusan masing-masing) 
dan carilah apa yang kamu hajati dan limpah kurnia Allah, serta ingatlah akan Allah banyak-banyak 
(dalam segala keadaan)
 supaya kamu berjaya (di dunia dan akhirat)
(al-jumu'ah 62:10)
.
.
.
.
.
.
hari ni rezeki kami pergi rumah terbuka puan pensyarah
hik
sempat juga kami menolong apa yang patut masa sampai kat sana
seronok pulak bila dapat masak sama-sama ni
boleh borak-borak, kenal- kenal dengan orang yang tak kenal sambil merapatkan silaturrahim
dapat makan-makan lagi
Allah
alhamdulillah atas segala nikmat-Mu




our main cooks^^


kami pun tolong juga^^


^^.


wajah-wajah riang sang bunga...ehehh^^

puan pensyarah yang gojes^^


jemput makan^^


terima kasih daun keladi...nanti kami datang lagi^^




p/s:: post kali ni agak banyak disertakan gambar...sekali sekala kann





Saturday, September 15, 2012

of random thoughts



Assalamualaikum wbth


have you ever had a kind of guilty feeling?
i mean feeling guilty of doing wrong thing...wrong deed
its not about sins i'm talking about
(of course we should feel guilty of comitting sins...nauzubillah)
but wrong things
like makan+minum sambil berdiri
langgar lampu isyarat
haa...that kind of wrong things
some say if you cant say bismillah with what u r doing, then the thing u r doing is wrong

if the question is asked to me
i'll say
sometimes i do...n sometimes i don't know??
i do feel guilty when i always delay doing my assignments
i do feel guilty when i have to langgar the lampu isyarat when i'm in hurry
but
how if i don't know i'm doing wrong thing??
please...do wake me up if any of you notice that i do
sometimes it just happened 
if i termarah u balik, then just scold me
its allowed^^
for the good sake



p/s:: tiba-tiba merapu tengah2 malam ni...hew hew hew





Thursday, September 13, 2012

tiring week



Assalamualaikum wbth

an exhausting week has passed
pheww
and yet three more to come
may Allah grant us strength and power to remain patient
in finishing our assignments
in finishing our degree

and like i said in previous post
i did become a zombie
~..~
the sleep deprivation makes me feel like i was in awang- awangan
esp during class session
Allah
i'm sorry for abusing my own body
my soul

so, this coming weekend is the time to get enough sleep
to regain energy
and free my mind from that dunya thingy
^.^


let's play

so..get a grip dear me
and friends
let's have a rest first
before continuing the battle next week
hoho


p/s::al-fatihah to Allayarham tn.hj. muhamed nata, our lecturer in ipg who passed away yesterday night
may Allah grant him jannah




Saturday, September 8, 2012

barakallah^^




Assalamualaikum wbth


just another quick update
dah lama tersimpan, baru rasa nak share the pics
heee
sorry girls^^


ex-naimians spm '05



car mates...^^


selamat pengantin baru dear wani
moga dapat membina baitulmuslim yang sakinah, mawaddah warahmah
n happy to meet old frens again




Friday, September 7, 2012

of being lazy



Assalamualaikum wbth


so here i go again...^^
today just pasts like the blowing dusts
ehh...what am i saying?
ok...nak cakap hari ni berlalu tanpa ada output berguna
i mean output dalam kes menyiapkan assignment
adeyy la...what a lazy gurl u r nurfadhila!!
uuuu...agak pedas tuduhan di atas
tapi malangnya tuduhan tersebut adalah benar sebenar- benarnya
*tunduk sambil penjam mata rapat-rapat*


habis tu awak buat apa cik nurfadhila?
koff2 *batuk kecil*
saya buat macam saya tengah cuti sakan
oh sungguh...aku masih kurang kesedaran kendiri
jadi silalah marah pada diriku yang hina ini
*tunduk sambil pejam mata rapat-rapat lagi*


so hey nurfadhila, just stop blabbering
stop pressing the keyboard for a waste thing
go and continue ur abandoned assignments
or else u might turn into a zombie next week
haha
=.='


ok then,
thanks for the reminder dear positive me
i'll make sure my prosiding writing done by tonight
in sya Allah


urs truly,
the negative me 

but..but
before that, let's enjoy the song below
i just love it
boleh dengar sambil buat kerija^^




ok...till then
see u when i see you



Wednesday, September 5, 2012

shaytan whispers in ears but Allah shouts to the heart



Assalamualaikum wbth


hik^^
because of a secalit missunderstanding,
hari raya kami hari ni tak jadi
but its okey
at least kami bersatu as one whole adik beradik
kan
adik beradik sejak 5 tahun lepas
thanks to those who support
and thanks also to 'the man' who created that huru- hara thingy
because of you
we've become stronger together
even some of us still feel the pain inside
still feel the anger


If shaytan tempts you, seek refuge with Allah; for He is the one Who is All Hearing, Knowing
(al-a'raf, 200)



 heee^^
whatsoever pun
kami cuba memperbaiki diri kami
dan kami juga cuba bergembira hari ini


berjemur bawah panas mentari ^^

penumbuk sekali^^

osem frens^^




p/s :: may Allah protect this friendship ^^



Tuesday, September 4, 2012

sabar




Assalamualaikum


Baru semalam kami diingatkan oleh pensyarah kami
dr. zunariah agar menerima kritikan orang lain terhadap kami secara terbuka
dan hari ini
kami dikritik hebat
dek kerana satu salah faham
Allah...sungguh Engkau Maha Berkuasa
mengutuskan nasihat melalui guru kami
dan kami menerima kritikan itu
dengan terbuka??
in sya Allah^^

ya Allah, kuatkanlah hati kami
menempuhi saki baki 3 bulan lagi di sini


فَاصْبِرْ صَبْرًا جَمِيلًا

therefore (O believer) endure all adversity with beautiful patience



and i miss them so very much...:')



p/s: cause we have Allah in our hearts






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