of gaining weight

السلام عليکم ورحمة الله

being unemployed for months has made me gaining weight tremendously

and of course it is not a good sign for me, a girl (not yet a woman,wahaha) who just turned 25 last two months

and i'm not even married yet

how can i have a weight of 54kg now

arghhhh

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"doh makey xkaba keringak,mano xnaik berat tuu"

bisik hati kecilku pada diriku sendiri ketika sedang memikirkan ayat yang sesuai untuk ditaip di sini

ramai kawan yang menegur mengatakan diriku kelihatan sedikit berisi ketika kami berjumpa semasa majlis walimah sahabat kami kira-kira 2 minggu lepas

"dila,awak nampak makin sihat!!!"

"dila,awak makin berisi...kat sini ni haa" sambil pegang2 lenganku yang semakin bertambah diameter

hanya senyuman yang mampu dibalas, dalam hati tuhan saja yang tahu

ottohke

i still remember when i was in secondary school,i only weighs around 41kg

skinny yet adorable,wuhuhu

then, i started to gain up to 46kg when i joined the PLKN

yes, i was one of the wirawati (laaa sangaat) at kem etnobotani gua musang

makan 5 kali sehari,manakan tidak beratku naik

then, i managed to maintain the weight during my 1year matriculation days

but when i started my study in the IPG, my weight kept rocketing up

it never goes down until today,wuhuuuu

namanya suri rumah sepenuh masa kann

bangun pagi makan, lepas tu tengok tv, lepas tu masuk dapur masak, makan lagi, lepas zohor tidur, bangun waktu asar, makan lagi, tengok tv waktu petang, malam makan lagi, lepas tu tidur lepas tengok tv

and the routine is just the same every single day, unless if my mother ask me to go out buying some groceries, ataupun ade emergencies lain

and sometimes, when i woke up in the morning i would sigh thinking of the same routine i'll be doing that day as days before

but there is still one positive thing i got from the same routine as a surirumah ni kan, i think i've improved my cooking skills,ahaaaa

tapi xdop la pandai nak masak pelik2...hok simple2 bulehla^^.

kan Allah dah kata, di setiap kesusahan itu pasti ada kebahagiaan

susah hati bila berat naik mendadak tapi bahagia bila tengok lauk masakan sendiri dinikmati oleh orang tua^^.

dan saya sangat senang hati sebab mok ayoh saya tidak memilih bab2 makanan ni, makan sahaja apa yang terhidang, walau terlebih masin atau terkurang gula^^

p/s::need to do some exercises since my convocation day is approaching,wish me luck^^