Friday, September 28, 2012

of being strong




Assalamualaikum wbth


as i am struggling myself preparing slides for the viva,
my heart doesn't feel at east
it keeps 'dub dabbing'

ehh...betul ke apa aku buat ni?
valid ke??
macam banyak je yang tak logik...

ohh...that shaytan thingy
go away
i don't need you by my side
neverrr

=.="
moga Allah kurniakan aku kekuatan
moga Allah kurniakan aku ketabahan
moga Allah kurniakan aku keyakinan
ameen...ameen...ameen


linked


p/s: always pray to Allah, may He ease everything:)


Thursday, September 27, 2012

when they talk about death




Assalamualaikum wbth


Katakanlah (wahai Muhammad): "Sebenarnya maut yang kamu melarikan diri daripadanya itu, tetaplah ia akan menemui kamu; kemudian kamu akan dikembalikan kepada Allah yang mengetahui segala yang ghaib dan yang nyata, lalu Dia memberitahu kepada kamu apa yang kamu telah lakukan (serta membalasnya) ". 
 Al-Jumu’ah (62) : 8


D.E.A.T.H
we will surely deal with it
one day
no matter we are ready or not
Allah already has His plan
tidak akan dicepatkan walau seminit, juga tidak akan dilambatkan walau seminit
semua sudah tertulis

*****

it's a usual habit for me to have a very quite long sleep when i arrived home
i mean my home in kampung

i just don't know why i always feel so tired+drowsy
padahal antara rumah dengan maktab tak la jauh
and i don't even have to tekan2 the hard clutch and pulas2 the stereng to drive 
(coz me tumpang naek kete cik tikah, jzkk dear^^)
and mother also realizes my bad habit making her to always blabbers 
=.="
ohh...what a syndrome

  *****

ok, back to the topic for this entry
while mother and i were in the kitchen preparing for some meals
we have a usual chit chat
and the topic of death suddenly came up
she said, in this one month since she and ayah were back from Makkah,
there's already 10 people around us have passed away
 yes...they have left us to further the journey in another alam which is alam barzakh
the alam that moves very slow 
a day here is thousand days there
Allahu robbi

and mother said, while she and ayah talked about this matter last night,
they have come to the senses that they also are joining the journey soon
Allah
my heart was like...tersentap
(me too will die soon)
she said,
 'kita ni...semakin hari kita hidup, semakin kita dekat dengan mati. kalau xprepare dari sekarang, nak tunggu bila lagi? kita xtahu bila Allah nak jemput kita' 
and the nasihat goes on
 i just diam listening without throwing a word

*****
let's get ready
don't just take it for granted dear readers
moga-moga mati kita nanti dalam keadaan beriman kepada-Nya
ameen 




p/s: al-fatihah kepada yang telah tiada






Monday, September 24, 2012

nintama rantaro



Assalamualaikum wbth


alhamdulillah
finally, i've completed all the assignments for this semester
pheww...legaaa
but my AR report writing still on progress
and will be submitted soOn

tapi sebelum tu jom tengok cte ni
penah tengok x cerita katun
ninja boys
haa...mesti penah kann
pasal 3 orang budak dekat sekolah ninja tuu
sorang pakai spec, sorang tinggi2,sorang budak pendek+sihat

kali ni cte versi real
haha...klaka pon ada
walau xpaham apa dia cakap tapi jom la tengok
release tensen
hikkk



^^


Friday, September 21, 2012

makan lagi^^




Assalamualaikum wbth


hari ni hari khamis
and me sedang bersiaran di pt1778 taman kurnia jaya
hukkk
minggu ni tak balik
kerijanya banyyyaaaakkk lagi yang belum siap
*senyum...tak perlu kata apa-apa*

ok...memandangkan hari ni kami dah hantar 1 lagi esaimen
jadi tadi kami keluar makan
kira nak selebret laa
release tensen laaa
berpoya-poya laaaa
ehh


muka-muka lega lepas hantar esaimen...



=..=



Tuesday, September 18, 2012

stressed eyy??




Assalamualaikum wbth



everybody is sitting at their own place right now
they are busy doing their works
completing the assignments
~sigh~
the air is very tight 
as i can hear the 'clock needle' tik tokking up there
*tak tahulah istilah jarum jam dalam bi =.="*
this condition worries me
they looked stressed
and me too


"Verily, in the remembrance of Allah, do hearts find peace"
(ar-Ra'du;28)


in sya Allah everything will be fine
biiznillah^^


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